All of this hate for me, all of these people trying to ruin my life, but when a lot of them actually see what everyone’s mad at me over, and the rumors are dispelled… they’re like, “Really, is that it…?”

I just like naked cartoon girls. (and boys) That’s my only crime. Why am I being fucking crucified over it? Can’t a lady have a healthy polyamorous lesbian relationship, a healthy sense of boundaries and consent, and still enjoy cute naked girls? Why is everyone super scared I’m some kind of psycho when I’ve never ever made an attempt to even begin to abuse anyone?

People just want an excuse to torture someone. It’s just sadism. Simple as that.

That’s why when legit creeps are in their midst, if it’s someone they like, and they’re quiet about it, they also keep quiet about it, or even DEFEND the creep.

Yeah, me being jealous of Kinomoto Sakura and having nude wallpapers of her is TOTALLY gonna hurt more people than someone who’s legit hanging out with teenagers and framing themselves as a “safe adult” like a fucking creep.

I don’t even want minors near me, they’re too much trouble. I just want to reclaim my lost childhood/teenhood in my own weird, messy way. That’s all it is. It’s a very queer experience, but as we all know, according to puriteens, there’s a right and a wrong way to be queer, and only the pure and “””wholesome””” queers avoid being doxxed and having death threats hurled at them.


Back in the distant days of…. um, 2020… I was legit in a group on Second Life where it was an adult Sonic-themed place, but some idiot that built stuff there thought it would be cool to let their elementary school aged child have the controls and look around at daddy’s neat Sonic builds… in an adult area where naked and fetish avatars and adult clubs are often seen.
And then the guy yells at *me* for being naked… in an adult area, that he let his kid play in.

One time I even reported a legit creep who was a danger who admit he liked to ERP with minors, teens playing SL. He said it was perfectly fine, even though he was in his late 20s/early 30s. I reported him to the staff there… and last I checked he was still there and no one did anything.

Here’s the kicker… these people would later throw me under the bus over my art… on twitter, unrelated to the server, because it “made them look bad” or something, because unlike them, I didn’t “age up” characters or something, even though I drew them the same just with normal sized proportions. Yeah, cool, draw Cream the Rabbit getting bukkake’d by 10 dicks as long as you put E cup tits on her little body. But draw Amy looking normal with normal breasts or Tails without a 10 incher, BANNED. LITERAL CREEP. PEDO.

But yeah let’s keep the guy who thought it was cool to let his kid play an adult game, and yeah, let’s let that creep who grooms teenagers go. Let’s ban Alon, she’s a good scapegoat.

I gave those fuckers over $200 USD in donations and was an active member of the community for 7+ years. And this is what I get.

But you know what’s the worst part?

Part of me wants to forgive them. I want to let go of my anger and just accept that they’re cowards. They don’t actually have a moral issue with me at all, as a matter of fact in 2014 times they were *worse* than me. I won’t go into details, but let’s just say they had some interesting ideas like Vanilla the hooker and “bring your daughter to work day” stuff. Stuff that I personally find a little ick.

Did they say “No Alon, we can’t do that anymore”…? No, they pretended like it never happened and I’m a creep because it’s easier than admitting they’re folding to a bunch of moral busybodies.

I value boundaries and consent more than any of those fuckers, as a CSA victim myself, and if it were me in charge… you bet those creeps would be outed, shamed, and banned.

To prove my point… if anyone violates your boundaries, it’s OK to tell them no. Don’t feel obligated to continue. You are your own person, and your feelings matter. No one should be forcing or coercing you. Beware of people that try to tell you how to feel or guilt trip you. You matter, your feelings matter, and no one has the right to force you to be physically, emotionally, or sexually intimate if it’s not comfortable for you.

Anyways, thank you for listening to “venom” Jenny whine about distant and old issues.
(I’m still pissed, heartbroken, and traumatized… but less than I was back then. These things take time)